Hospital Playlist

 Hospital Playlist is really good in warming our hearts, isn't it? 

 There's this scene when Chuchu fainted because of stomach cramp, then her professor that she's been crushing on for ages come running to visit her. She thought she was delirious and seeing things and broke down happy crying when she realised he really came. How nice it is to see someone you love coming to see you when you're sick. It reminds me when my bff was sick, her then bf came and dropped a bag of bread in front of her door. He just left them there and didn't come in. He didn't buy her the bread she liked, he didn't know her preferences back then, but it was still so sweet.

Then, the scene when Chae Song Hwa was down for all day after hearing her mum had Parkinsons. Just laid there all day and didn't want to do anything. Ikjun blocked her door and turned everyone who came to ask for her help away. Making sure she had all the time she need to be alone. Then when night came, only then he knocked on her door, bringing her food her intern gave and he also bought her the BBQ grill she wanted to get. She cheered up instantly. He knew her so well. I think...i know quite a lot of people so well, yet I don't think people know me well. Probably my fault, I let people know some pieces of me I want them to know, but not everything. What's the purpose anyway? At the end of the day, we're alone. When I have problem, the most they can do is respond to my text. If there's a time that they need to choose between me and someone else, they won't choose me.

Then there's this scene when Jaehak saw Junwan coming in. Jaehak was SO happy to see him, and his colleague noticed it too. He said, he's always happy to see Junwan. I thought, hmmmm must be nice to have someone who's always happy when they see me. But then I thought.... that stalker..... ew... ok no, nevermind. I'm good not having one LOL

1 thing I really wish I could have is the relationship between Rosa and Jong Su. Purely decades of friendships, they take care of each other and have fun together, teasing and scolding each other. I wished I have friendships like that when I'm old. Must be so nice.

I also envy the 5 of them doing band practice regularly. It's really fun to play music in a group. I only did ensemble during high school, but even that was fun!!

If I was asked to choose out of the guys in Hospital Playlist, I think I'd choose Jeong Won. He's the most attentive and perceptive. He also communicates well, he's not afraid to tell her girlfriend what he feels and willing to discuss about it. He gives space, but he also shows that he cares about her and acts on it. I woudn't need to do guessing game with him. Ikjun is fun, my days would definitely not boring with him. He's also perceptive. But I don't know, Ahn Jeong Won seems more assuring. Seokhyeong is calm, but too calm that he's a clam. Will definitely have lots of misunderstanding with him. And so far, he can't stand up to his mum. So Jeongwon it is.

 

My Life is Damn Boring, But At Least I Love Eating

I was thinking just now, what should I have for lunch tomorrow. Then I realised, my life is boring, but at least I look forward to my lunches. At least I love eating good food. It would be so sad if I had nothing to look forward too.

There was one time I had bad food poisoning. I was pooping out every thing I ate for 2 weeks. I had to eat plain congee, couldn't have anything else for 2 weeks. If I ate something heavier than those, ie a piece of biscuit, rice, a glass of soymilk, I would be running for toilet within 30 minutes.

 That was damnnnnnn sad... My life felt so plain. I thought, what if I have to eat like this for the rest of my life? I won't be happy for the rest of my life.

 Few weeks ago I had a week off. I spent that week trying out restaurants and cafes I never tried before. And also revisiting a food court I used to frequent back in uni. I had no other plans that week. My colleagues gave me confused looks when I told them my plan, but that plan was enough to keep me entertained and relaxed. That week went by soooo quickly, and I actually thought it wasn't enough.

 Human is weird isn't it? Or is it just me? 

My Ideal House

If I could choose, I'd want my house to be:

• Facing north.
• 2 stories.
• A stand alone house. If can't, then totally totally clearly separated duplex with fence separating us. 
• Have a bit of land I can grow maple tree and cherry/plum blossoms tree and crabapple tree.
• 4-5 bedrooms. 4 is ok, but extra 1 study would be nice.
• 1 bedroom with ensuite bathroom on the ground floor.
• 1 bedroom with ensuite on the 2nd floor for my sis.
• Decent size bedroom at the back of the 2nd floor for me.
• Plenty of storage.
• Decent size pool just for daily exercise. Not plunge pool but also not a big pool. Just enough.
• Shared bathroom with a bathtub, the rest just shower. All bathrooms compact size. I really can't get why people have huge bathrooms, such a waste of space. I prefer Japanese compact size bathrooms.
• Island in the kitchen.